I forgot... I work to 9

As I sit here at Station 10 in 73 there are a few things that are on my mind...

1. Why is my room so fucking messy although I was not in it this weekend?


2. I have a lot of technical support to do.


3. I buy too many games on impulse (SC4, Castleveina SOTN, DS Lite)


4. Wtf with Study Abroad?


5. Lost Odyssey Please (LOP)

I am really hungry, I have been eating two meals a day and not taking anything supplemental. After the intense workout that was tubing, and then push-ups and lifting I am still in pain! When I came home yesterday Steve dropped me off, and gave me 52$ and a Redbull for SC4. I figured hounding him for 5 dollars after he took me out all weekend would be immature and stupid; I am reminded of Luther's debt. I have been dry for a few days running, and I am not sure if that is a bad thing. I have tried to be more productive at home, but because I had a lot to catch up on when I got home last night, I left the cleaning and the tech shaz until a later date. /h/ keep me busy until about 2am last night. Also I played SOTN some more, I was trying to get far enough to get the double jump, but I died like 20 minutes after the first boss due to Avena Lee distractions on my second monitor. I think I am going to go rogue for a while and just take care of a lot of things that I have to do. JT did this in the last two weeks, and Friday I talked to him for about an hour or more. He told me about my shades, and how he basically tried to get them fixed the same way I did. The problem is I do not have the receipt anymore. So if I can not get them repaired, that means the buy was less then 5 months old before it died. I will do my best to complete my room and technical things by the end of the week. These are only going to be my number 3 and 4 focus. Qing and work will be 1 and 2. Which sadly makes LOP 5. Dope shot from FFXIII

My new boss is a lot worst then Rob my old boss. Although rob was probably a fake poser, at least I did not get a lame ass vibe from him. Jake seemd to talk highly of him, but my first experience of him was him pushing his cell phone in my face to show me a picture of his daughter without any warning. Maybe he doesn't know I don't really like kids, and I definitely don't like people who shamelessly promote their own kids to strangers. I should have taken my phone out and showed him a picture of a dead rabbit or something like YAH SO KOOL RIT? We are getting Cosi for lunch (which is just unflavored white people sandwiches) I had no choice in the matter.

I have my SP just open at the music choose menu so I can just listen to the Tetris A-type music. I figured that will at least add more veriaty to Jake and my typing/voices. I just play a quick game until I die, then type/call. I feel this might be the best way to past the time. I am trying to refine my typing speed back to what it used to be in my prime. I have not written a paper in a while so I do not what to become sluggish before the school year starts. I need to get this BT add on for my phone.

Qing texted me asking to go to the mall after work. She was getting out at 4:30, but I don't think she knew I was getting out at 9. I think I need new pillows too, my neck if fucking killing. I replied to tell her, and she said fine. I asked her to come visit me when she is out, and she said ok. This is weird because last night when I was talking to her she said she did not want to see me this week and I was unsure why. She later sends this text "You can come to the galleria with me, I think I might get out a little later than you." Now my question is why say you don't want to see me this week last night, then invite me to the mall less then 12 hours later. Then gets mad when I say I am confused about what to do and how to act. She wants me to act for myself in a "pro-qing" way. In spiderman 3 Aunt May says "A good husband must put his wife before him." I told her there are elements of this that struck a cord with our situation, but we are not married and I have a vibrant life of my own that she was a critical part of. I think she feels robbed in the relationship because we do so much that focuses on me. I feel better that I can constuct my thoughts to then directly ask her questions later. No offense, I do not think she is smart enough to solve the complex relationship issue fairly, but I also feel I do not have adaquit information to resolve either; so why not give her a chance?

I am less entertaining, because life has become more work and less fun. Figures.