Fire

It is so hot and I don't know why, at work Im cold. At home Im hot. Wtf gives.

Obs on Qing - Rapid fire

Although I have work tomorrow and I am sick, I stir on in the night with Mika Nakashima lightly playing in the back ground. I hit the pipe of peace and think about the concert. I saw fucking NAS perform. He is one of the biggest names in the Hip Hop world. I think people have a general knowledge about Nas, but not so much KRS One or Rakim.

Side note, Lola just came in my room by meowing at the door, and because I put the other chairs away and I am sitting on the wooden chair decided to jump and sit on my lap while I type.

Prior Qing had me read Sleeping Woman, a book she has been reading, to her while she lay in my bed. She fell asleep while I was reading. I wanted to play Lost Odyssey today, but did not. I helped my sister do some shit for my mom, went to the bank, tried going to Game Stop, and went to stop and shop for Simply Orange. When I came back home I had no eaten, so I ate and watched Gundam 00 until Qing came over. She was coming to bring the computer I gave her back, because she bought a Macbook. Its funny cause she still wants me to sell it and give her the money for it. Now I would say that is a sign of some fucked up shit to come, but I said no because its Qing after all. I think she just has a weird way of looking at things. Like if I gave a computer for free and like 1 week passes and you buy another you should give it back to me right? Instead she thinks “he gave it to me so now it becomes mine and I am going to give you (Gfaith) my computer to sell for me.” That’s what I have been thinking so I will see what up. I thought things are getting better, but I am not sure if I want to keep putting all this effort in to keep it that way. She keeps talking about moving out her house and even mentioned moving in with me. I only thought one thing, Study Abroad office thank you for getting the Vice President to sign a letter, make sure it fucking works. I am not saying I don’t want to I am just saying it is not in my best interest right now for her to do that. I have a feeling this book might reveal why she has been acting this way recently. I have known her for over three years and she is a very influence-able kind of person, so if this book she is reading suddenly causing all of this then I have little to fear but gothic fiction.

I feel like I could help speed things along with my rapid fire thoughts. I saw the bat man movie, I bought Soul Calibur 3 and returned it, I tried a MMORTS, I got a lamp, I rolled, I might return my Ionic breeze, LAN dota several times, need to get computers sold, got peter’s stuff lined up (yea I am hooking you up, keep breezy), might get a Mac from Ted, need to get paint and glue for resin kit, DS lite, and more but 1 am is creeping and I have to work tomorrow . I am sure I will have time to write, or at least read my sites I have stopped reading because I am not at work trying to professionally waste time and resources.

I need to figure out the R4 kit and get a charger for the DS lite, maybe a game also, but got to fix up for Dan Yuen tomorrow. Make money, take money.

OMG MASS DOTA + FIGHTERS WHY1?!

Homecoming

Some might call me a liar; some might just call me busy. I call myself patient. I have been waiting for the abroad office to give me word for a long time now. I have called left messages, and no one returns my calls. She asked for a week I gave her a week. She asked for me to pick my courses, I picked them. Yet there is no word on their part. I will write the dean or president in regards to my experience at the abroad office. They claim this is not a typical thing, it just happened to the wrong guy I suppose.

My resin model came in; it was unassembled and unpainted both were a surprise to me. I have been chilling out with friends, and spending time with Qing in my few weeks off. I think it was good that I took it easy for July, it allowed me to get a lot of things straightened out within myself, as well as prepare for the expected fall failure of epic proportions.

For the last three days and two nights I have been at my sister’s apartment while she is in Trinidad. He cat is WAY more annoying then Lola. I didn’t do much there, mainly because there was not much to do. I brought a computer and my external, but my external with basically all my music, all my videos, all my programs, all my notes won’t spin up. I think I have to go see Leo, but when I go there my answers are usually my worries. I watched the baseball games against Seattle, listened to music, and chilled. I was able to do a lot of thinking; Qing stayed over with me but had things to do for a lot of the time. I feel like I cannot even sum up what I did on my time off, it was mostly the same. Gaming, food, people chilling, and trouble.

I’m going to get Kevin and then come back for some food. I guess I will see what develops.

Two Weeks (LUE)

I have not done too too much, but I will state something at least worth time reading (IMO of course). I got the blog gadget working in vista, that at least will remind me.

So its not last night

With this gap of posting, I realize my week off kept me a lot more busy then I expected. I sit here in the Am Qing slowly drifting to sleep, and think about all that has happened. After a crazy 4th of July with Kevin, eMu and Jonathan. I lit off a ton of fireworks and just chilled out. Tyler came by to get in on a session, and after playing basketball, chilling with my parents, talking, listening to music I had to expose that I burned to Jonathan. It was no big deal but it put us at a distance. I brought him home to Norwood at 2 am and then Kevin and eMu. On the way we stopped at a closed auto body shop for a session, basically thinking about the night and about Jonathan.

Things did not go well with Qing. Although we orginized for her to stay, she ended up leaving with Ysis in tears or something, I am constantly getting more and more confused.

*Kal just called after not seeing me in like 6 months, needs to make a sale.

It is simple shit like that which keeps me busy. Will, Craig, and Tyler constantly came by. Kevin came over one day, and Kevin and JT came over another day. We played COD, Soul Calibur, and just conducted the usual. I have been increasingly tired lateley and unlike the work day where I have little spurts of time to write, I just gamed all day, chilled all night, and then slept until I had to bring my dad to work. I fell right into vacation mode without missing a beat. My mom left for Trinidad last Wednesday, I do not think anyone has noticed anything too big about her missing, but I am sure we will feel it soon enough.

I went to a sox game and bought a hat and a shirt. Its weird when I was in work I did not spend any money, now that I am out of work I have already spent well over 100 dollars. I gave Qing 50 dollars, bought a white sox hat for 30, and a matsusaka shirt for qing for 30. I figured I should try to brighten my self with some new things because the news from Japan is getting grim. I was told to send my old courses that I was unregistered. The director told me she was going to tell the school they need to accept me. I don't think they will; this will cause serious trouble for a lot of people.

I went with my brother to Niveds a couple of times, I got the feeling about what the third wheel is. I like their dog a lot though, no homo cutest dog I have ever seen. We all went to SSP to get Tido's new iPhone 3G 16GB. I think its interesting he choose to get the white. I bought a Mac wired Alluminum keyboard, but I feel like it is not Vista compatible. I then thought, wtf why change keyboards? I got this one for free, fuck that I am not paying for shit unless its for gaming. This bullshit mac keyboard is only going to get kept so I can use Tyler's laptop for something. I got 14 days to return that shit. I don't have much to say because it has been a tiring day. Damn 4:10, 10 more mins and we put'in it up for the homies.


I am back on the ball, keep your eye on the prize.

More Movie Madness:

Although I thought the week would be uninteresting due to my ban on people coming over, it actually turned out to be pretty damn good so far. Work is calmly winding down where I should be finishing around next week. I think Lisa (the woman I am coming for returned on the 8th or she is suppose to. I did not get a chance to write about Tuesday, but my memory does not fail me at the moment so I am in good shape. I forgot to add something funny into the last post, so I updated it accordingly look for the brown.

Enter: the Notorious pirate, Captain Black Powder Lameshanks. An explosives smuggler who I had to rendezvous with on Tuesday finally arrived. With my change purse on the dry I had to quickly negotiate to get a sixty gold stack for forty. With my firepower acquired I headed upstairs to secure it safely in my quarters. My brother also supported with a stack of his own, and we later sampled our supply in the front and in his room. We shot some rockers from the gate, from a tube, and into the dirt. Those whistlers are a lot more powerful then they look, no arguing that. I remember a legend of a boy who once set a neighbors house on fire with a single whistler. It was a house made of plastic lining and 3 of the panels ignited at impact, fire trucks were on the scene within five minutes.

We went upstairs to run some more comprehensive test on the stockpile. We attempted to summon the genie, but that failed miserably like I predicted. I never figured out how to “genie” the fireworks. We eventually used the few water proof fireworks to run some diagnostics on aquatic demolition. Our findings were quite interesting and link to the video after I upload.

I parted ways with my brother in arms shortly after the video and called T to see what the plan was. He dropped a bomb on me, he asked to see midnight showing of Hancock. It was a movie I wanted to see with some people, but not at midnight the day before work. I told him I would think about it after a little while. I played the first game of COD by myself and reflected on the idea of playing COD and being a COD player. I normally only played if others wanted to or asked me. I had an hour to kill and instead of leveling in inconsistent WoW, or playing a failing bnet game of DoTA. I opted for a messy random match of team death match COD.

T, Jamie, and Craig arrived at 10:30 and we were in town before 11. The debate for food was on, but no common ground could be found. We decided upon eating movie theater food, expensive and unhealthy, a lethal combination. We waiting around by hunting bucks, our midnight showing of Hancock was an hour away, but after a round we went to get seats. Not a full theater by any means, I would have thought more people would have come, but the sci-fi/fantasy genre is not something an actor can just make a hit with. I think due to the influence of I am Legend, Will thought this would be successful, if its not he did a good job and got paid.

I fucking hate when people talk out loud to herself to hear her own voice and draw attention to herself by enticing all those within earshot. A plethora of groans and sighs, as well as off the cuff reactions to happens in workload. For instance I left a little while ago to go through some of the company’s shit in the trash. As I return, “Oh man this again, I can’t believe it.” To me, that’s too thought out to be a verbal slip. I might say “wtf” aloud suddenly at home, but I think everyone does that to a level. Maybe its like when you click on a peon, they ALWAYS have something to say: “zugg zugg.”, “something need doing?”, “work, work.” This is an interesting development.

After the movie we went to my house and everyone came up for about forty minutes. We talked about random things that I can not recall. Tyler asked for CoD but it was late, and at 2:40 they left and I remained with my infected computer that I have been franticly trying to repair while people are over. *Sigh* Until the next battle…

Buy Me Keshav!

I have also put some things on my buy list. Such as DS Lite Red/Black or Blue/Black, PSP, and the HD 4850 512MB, and some random Resin model. They total up to the cost of a low to mid end notebook.

Logitech G9 Gaming Mouse

http://www.buy.com/prod/Logitech-G9-Laser-Gaming-Mouse/q/loc/101/205114479.html

With rebate and credit card its like 20.

Waiting...

After a late night I slept in on Sunday, and woke up to the disaster that was my room. Qing and I began to clean it after talking about yesterday. I was soon called downstairs by my dad. My cousin Naveen who graduated from GW was going to move to Maryland tomorrow night. I thought about my move later in the fall and how it has become rapidly derailed. After about a half hour of talking to him (won’t see him for a year most likely, or at Chrismas), I went back upstairs to finish cleaning. Qing made a lot of progress and I was happy. I had to pour out maybe 4 cans of soda, which means people are asking for drinks that I buy and then not finishing them. Waste of my money is uncool. We cleaned for a while and continued to build up our hunger, because we had no eaten all day. At about 3, my sister called to ask if I could come to get her. We drove their saw her cat and returned. We chilled upstairs in my clean room, and then went to eat what my mom made. We ate outside in the back on the platform I helped build last weekend. My mom ate with us and although I don’t think she noticed, I was acting the fool.

We went for some ice cream afterwards, I also had to bring a TV from the basement up for Nichole. They are moving again, and my mom gave it to her. Shivani and I brought it around the block while Qing showered. I got home and showered while waiting for Shivani to come back from Tati. She returned only for a short while, we began to chill and then Earl called and said he was here. I am curious as to how serious she thinks of him, but I really don’t care to ask. When I let her out I ran into Tido and invited him in. He chilled and watched my VPCDJ as well as show me some stuff with Fruity Loops. I think the keygen came with a virus though. My computer has been acting funny since I installed. Tyler called and said he was going to come over, so Qing and I just hung out until he arrived. I was going to bring her home early and get some L.O Once he arrived I suggested seeing a movie, because I still felt guilty about keeping Qing inside all weekend during a nice weekend. We chilled for like 30 minutes and decided to go see WALL-E at Boston Common at 10:45. It wasn’t packed, but we sat pretty close up.

On the way there we took the route through Chinatown and down Washington street. After the light on Stew changed I noticed apperations appearing in T's headlights. These shadows shuffled across the street to unknown destinations, their motive to move was purely the momentum of their slack bodies ebbing them forward. Lost people? No. Homeless people? Maybe. Drunk people who looked as though they were taken hold of by zombie forces from Resident Evil? Definitely. We all looked at the faces of this diverse group of the dazed Ctown zombies of quarter to 11 on Sunday.

Wall-E is a love story between two robots whose creators never intended their paths to cross. A very unlikely relationship is created between these two very different machines. Eve, the female counter part in the movie is like a girl who is sympathetic to the shy, cute male. She takes a while to realize how much Wall-E cared for her, but once she does she goes to incredible lengths to save his life. The moral of the story was not to get obese like half orc/dwarf. We went to C.C. City after for a ton of food. I tried their hot and sour soup and again my appetite was nullified. I hope T did not think I was being wasteful, but it was the second time in a few days he took both Qing and me out and basically paid for everything except parking and movie snacks. He dropped her off and then dropped me off, grabbed his stuff and bounced. I felt it was all abrupt but it was Sunday after all. I was already falling asleep in the car, so I went right to bed.

I woke up late and left late only to find that there was some error on the Orange line. At least 100 people stood bellow at Jackson waiting for the T on Monday morning, needless to say not a good scene. When the first jam packed trained pulled up my mom rushed on, and me being the lifted, easy going guy I was walked closer only to be obstructed by a fat black girl's arm. She put it against the train on her left side to prevent people (me) from passing her and getting on the T. The only small space that was left was big enough to fit me, maybe just big enough. She stepped on and off two times, and realized her disgusting self and behavior prevented both of us from getting on. She even looked back at me to see if I noticed, but I was looking down into a book as though I did not care. I arrived at work maybe 35 minutes late, I asked Trish if Taskmaster Orc was searching for me in her typical style. Her answer simply delighted me, “Nope, actually she took a vacation day.” Wow, two days in a row without her? I must be getting rewarded. I cruised the day and didn’t do a damn thing. Went out for lunch, went to the overrated Bolloco and to Wendy’s because Bolloco doesn’t cut it for filing me up.

I finished up some loose ends online, and shopped more for Kevin’s dad computer parts. Also looked at the new GPUs that are on the market. Nvidia seems to be loosing grip with the pricing but ATI had a quality card out at an affordable price. I might just upgrade for the sake of doing so. Then use the new card (crossfire ready) and eventually put it into a motherboard, new CPU, new ram (comes with the card for $136 for 4 gb) and PSU. Will also got into an argument with me about D3 vs D2 and DS. He claimed that “lead” designers from D2 worked on DS which I liked the most, and he was incorrect and attempted to cover his foolishness by claiming he never wanted to enter conversation about technical aspects of Blizzard (the only company he has knowledge on, and shitty knowledge at that). I thought he would be following what’s going on if he is opinionating himself on it, and that’s why I asked. Since he responded like he knew, I figured he knew more and had sources to back up his claims he did not.

In the future, don’t tell me something is “fact” without demonstrating where this fact came from.

I went home and hung out with Tido. We went to Nivid’s house for a while, plated Wii watched TV ate dinner that Han cooked =). We played Mario Kart, and it’s a lot different and pretty crazy. I think I eventually became the best, but the game is so inconsistent (like all Wii games IMO) that I never really felt like I could claim domination. We left around 10:30 and I went home for DoTa. We were able to play a half of game before it froze. I was silencer again (maybe it’s a glitch?), we will try later and see. I don’t have plans for today, so I will clean the back yard if its nice. Touch up my room some, I need to buy a cordless drill for my dad also.