The Return of Faith

Switching to Windows

I think this might me the choice for browsers for vista users. I have been using firefox 3 for sometime and IE8 is just better already. Its cleaner, and has a lot of built in quick to configure features. Very satisfied. Anyone do the mohave thing? I will some day. I noticed my typing speed has become attrocious. What a surprise.

Work, Work, Work.

New dota map is better then the rest of the dota maps, my juking is now going to shine like the dimes. K-rock lets keep it poppin. Ill post up a (K)lassic entry later tonight. About the entire weekend.

I just tested more, with my settings/sites. FAIL HARD. FF3 I am sorry, don't hurt me.

Brb

I forgot... I work to 9

As I sit here at Station 10 in 73 there are a few things that are on my mind...

1. Why is my room so fucking messy although I was not in it this weekend?


2. I have a lot of technical support to do.


3. I buy too many games on impulse (SC4, Castleveina SOTN, DS Lite)


4. Wtf with Study Abroad?


5. Lost Odyssey Please (LOP)

I am really hungry, I have been eating two meals a day and not taking anything supplemental. After the intense workout that was tubing, and then push-ups and lifting I am still in pain! When I came home yesterday Steve dropped me off, and gave me 52$ and a Redbull for SC4. I figured hounding him for 5 dollars after he took me out all weekend would be immature and stupid; I am reminded of Luther's debt. I have been dry for a few days running, and I am not sure if that is a bad thing. I have tried to be more productive at home, but because I had a lot to catch up on when I got home last night, I left the cleaning and the tech shaz until a later date. /h/ keep me busy until about 2am last night. Also I played SOTN some more, I was trying to get far enough to get the double jump, but I died like 20 minutes after the first boss due to Avena Lee distractions on my second monitor. I think I am going to go rogue for a while and just take care of a lot of things that I have to do. JT did this in the last two weeks, and Friday I talked to him for about an hour or more. He told me about my shades, and how he basically tried to get them fixed the same way I did. The problem is I do not have the receipt anymore. So if I can not get them repaired, that means the buy was less then 5 months old before it died. I will do my best to complete my room and technical things by the end of the week. These are only going to be my number 3 and 4 focus. Qing and work will be 1 and 2. Which sadly makes LOP 5. Dope shot from FFXIII

My new boss is a lot worst then Rob my old boss. Although rob was probably a fake poser, at least I did not get a lame ass vibe from him. Jake seemd to talk highly of him, but my first experience of him was him pushing his cell phone in my face to show me a picture of his daughter without any warning. Maybe he doesn't know I don't really like kids, and I definitely don't like people who shamelessly promote their own kids to strangers. I should have taken my phone out and showed him a picture of a dead rabbit or something like YAH SO KOOL RIT? We are getting Cosi for lunch (which is just unflavored white people sandwiches) I had no choice in the matter.

I have my SP just open at the music choose menu so I can just listen to the Tetris A-type music. I figured that will at least add more veriaty to Jake and my typing/voices. I just play a quick game until I die, then type/call. I feel this might be the best way to past the time. I am trying to refine my typing speed back to what it used to be in my prime. I have not written a paper in a while so I do not what to become sluggish before the school year starts. I need to get this BT add on for my phone.

Qing texted me asking to go to the mall after work. She was getting out at 4:30, but I don't think she knew I was getting out at 9. I think I need new pillows too, my neck if fucking killing. I replied to tell her, and she said fine. I asked her to come visit me when she is out, and she said ok. This is weird because last night when I was talking to her she said she did not want to see me this week and I was unsure why. She later sends this text "You can come to the galleria with me, I think I might get out a little later than you." Now my question is why say you don't want to see me this week last night, then invite me to the mall less then 12 hours later. Then gets mad when I say I am confused about what to do and how to act. She wants me to act for myself in a "pro-qing" way. In spiderman 3 Aunt May says "A good husband must put his wife before him." I told her there are elements of this that struck a cord with our situation, but we are not married and I have a vibrant life of my own that she was a critical part of. I think she feels robbed in the relationship because we do so much that focuses on me. I feel better that I can constuct my thoughts to then directly ask her questions later. No offense, I do not think she is smart enough to solve the complex relationship issue fairly, but I also feel I do not have adaquit information to resolve either; so why not give her a chance?

I am less entertaining, because life has become more work and less fun. Figures.

Weekend @ Steves + SC4

It was a troublesome week with Qing issues on the rise and my relationship seemingly falling apart. I packed her things from my house on Friday at her request. At first she wanted me to bring it to her, but I figured if I packed her things and brought it to her it would be like I was the one asking her to leave. I told her she had to come get it herself and I will help. This allowed me to test how serious she was about wanting to leave or if she was trying to make a mood point. It was clearly the latter. I drove to her house and brought the Ionic Breeze.

I feel like I see ghost a lot...

I got to her house and I planned just to keep quiet and do my best to show her I am disturbed by what we were going through. She got me a drink, showed me the bathing suit she was going to wear later, and then began to ask me question. Now with me, when I am attacked no matter by who or when I retaliate. She brought up all sorts of things from the past, as far back as the first summer we were together. The topic was about me calling on my travels away; it is true I have never really called anyone when I am away. I told her I was different and if I went to NH with Steve Craig and Jay this weekend I could show her. The reason I had to ask her if I could go was because I made plans with her to go paintballing, (which she later told me failed due to her friends...ironic?) and wanted to opt out now. During my defensive spout she cried and told me to leave. She told me if I stayed longer I would just ruin her day. I hopped in the car and sped off pissed at the thought that I did not get the last word in. I texted "Thanks for the juice, don't forget the sunblock". She was going to go to the beach later and I figured I should try to accept her crying as a normal response to anything emotionally challenging instead of dreading on what I did and why it happened.

I got home packed, ate and called Steve to figure out when I had to get the commuter rail to meet him. On my way out my house in the heat with my suitcase I saw Dj Norms pull up and he offered me a ride. I got in and Steve calls. He missed his train and now I had time to kill. I had a little action left from the other night with Kevin and Dan, and the following night with Craig and Steve. I was bringing it to NH with me, but decided to engage Norms instead. Danny scavenged us down pretty badly in my back yard, but I did not mind because it would have just gotten me into a hater mood.

I eventually get dropped off at ruggles, get in the wrong commuter rail cart because I was following some hottie asain girl and her sister into their cart. I got my Tetris on also, I have my old gray Game Boy cartridge and it still works in the Gamerboy SP, but DS lites do not have a space for the original cartridge what gives? Now steve had my ticket so I was about to get owned when the train people came by asking for tickets. I explained that steve was behind me, and the train man said he will find him. Steve eventually links up with me, we go to his house where Craig was waiting outside with Iced Coffees for us. The coffees were terrible. While steve packed his things craig and I played MLB 08 The show. Good baseball game, and I was actually enjoying playing although I had no idea what I was doing. What I did notice was craig would purposely not tell me to keep the advantage, a behavior that was later exhibited in NH during Soul Calibur 4 gameplay. Once Jay arrived we headed out.

We stopped twice, one time to eat at Boson Market, and another to go to Best Buy where I purchased Soul Calibur 4. Although I have no money to buy sixty dollar games right now, I feel like steve did not really want to buy it, and if I did want to buy it like I said why would I ask him to get it instead of getting it myself. I tried to explain that I can get it cheaper in Boston even though we were in no tax NH. I figure I will sell it to steve for 60 or 55 or something, after playing it all weekend now he wants to buy it himself, how ironic.

While in NH we played SSBB, SC4, Marvel:UA, and Jet Skied and Swam. Jet Skiing was crazy how fun it was. We went tubing also where steve would pull me like 30 Mph behind the Jet Ski and I would just use all my strength to hold on during his insane driving and turns. I WISH I could have had "Forever Young" (Which I no longer own due to my external crash) playing while I rode, but another time I suppose. We played catch in the water and off a small landing dock for a while. We were just chilling enjoying the remarkably warm water. We went to dinner at 7 with his parents and grandparents and that was simply hilarious. His gramdma is from a different generation and the things that come out of her mouth are halarious. We were at the salad part of our meal and she was commenting on kalimari on top the salad, and says "Ah it is really more pleasurable on top". I could not help but laughing so I had to put my hand over my mouth. Steve mom also had a few moments herself, but we were talking on our side of the table for a while. We went to a thai restaurant where the service was the worst I have ever seen. It took two and a half hours to serve 8 people food.

It poured, and the Red Sox won 12-2. We came home gamed some more, and around 12:30 steve was getting tired from all the days prior activities and took off. Craig Jay and I stayed up for a while and finished Spider man 3 that was on TV. We figured why not have a laugh and watch it and just comment on everything. Craig is actually quit knowledgeable about film, and now I see why Tyler brought him to Beliz. We have to head out early tomorrow due to a death so there will be no boating this trip around, I hope I get a picture of Lake Winipassaki. (sp).

Fire

It is so hot and I don't know why, at work Im cold. At home Im hot. Wtf gives.

Obs on Qing - Rapid fire

Although I have work tomorrow and I am sick, I stir on in the night with Mika Nakashima lightly playing in the back ground. I hit the pipe of peace and think about the concert. I saw fucking NAS perform. He is one of the biggest names in the Hip Hop world. I think people have a general knowledge about Nas, but not so much KRS One or Rakim.

Side note, Lola just came in my room by meowing at the door, and because I put the other chairs away and I am sitting on the wooden chair decided to jump and sit on my lap while I type.

Prior Qing had me read Sleeping Woman, a book she has been reading, to her while she lay in my bed. She fell asleep while I was reading. I wanted to play Lost Odyssey today, but did not. I helped my sister do some shit for my mom, went to the bank, tried going to Game Stop, and went to stop and shop for Simply Orange. When I came back home I had no eaten, so I ate and watched Gundam 00 until Qing came over. She was coming to bring the computer I gave her back, because she bought a Macbook. Its funny cause she still wants me to sell it and give her the money for it. Now I would say that is a sign of some fucked up shit to come, but I said no because its Qing after all. I think she just has a weird way of looking at things. Like if I gave a computer for free and like 1 week passes and you buy another you should give it back to me right? Instead she thinks “he gave it to me so now it becomes mine and I am going to give you (Gfaith) my computer to sell for me.” That’s what I have been thinking so I will see what up. I thought things are getting better, but I am not sure if I want to keep putting all this effort in to keep it that way. She keeps talking about moving out her house and even mentioned moving in with me. I only thought one thing, Study Abroad office thank you for getting the Vice President to sign a letter, make sure it fucking works. I am not saying I don’t want to I am just saying it is not in my best interest right now for her to do that. I have a feeling this book might reveal why she has been acting this way recently. I have known her for over three years and she is a very influence-able kind of person, so if this book she is reading suddenly causing all of this then I have little to fear but gothic fiction.

I feel like I could help speed things along with my rapid fire thoughts. I saw the bat man movie, I bought Soul Calibur 3 and returned it, I tried a MMORTS, I got a lamp, I rolled, I might return my Ionic breeze, LAN dota several times, need to get computers sold, got peter’s stuff lined up (yea I am hooking you up, keep breezy), might get a Mac from Ted, need to get paint and glue for resin kit, DS lite, and more but 1 am is creeping and I have to work tomorrow . I am sure I will have time to write, or at least read my sites I have stopped reading because I am not at work trying to professionally waste time and resources.

I need to figure out the R4 kit and get a charger for the DS lite, maybe a game also, but got to fix up for Dan Yuen tomorrow. Make money, take money.

OMG MASS DOTA + FIGHTERS WHY1?!

Homecoming

Some might call me a liar; some might just call me busy. I call myself patient. I have been waiting for the abroad office to give me word for a long time now. I have called left messages, and no one returns my calls. She asked for a week I gave her a week. She asked for me to pick my courses, I picked them. Yet there is no word on their part. I will write the dean or president in regards to my experience at the abroad office. They claim this is not a typical thing, it just happened to the wrong guy I suppose.

My resin model came in; it was unassembled and unpainted both were a surprise to me. I have been chilling out with friends, and spending time with Qing in my few weeks off. I think it was good that I took it easy for July, it allowed me to get a lot of things straightened out within myself, as well as prepare for the expected fall failure of epic proportions.

For the last three days and two nights I have been at my sister’s apartment while she is in Trinidad. He cat is WAY more annoying then Lola. I didn’t do much there, mainly because there was not much to do. I brought a computer and my external, but my external with basically all my music, all my videos, all my programs, all my notes won’t spin up. I think I have to go see Leo, but when I go there my answers are usually my worries. I watched the baseball games against Seattle, listened to music, and chilled. I was able to do a lot of thinking; Qing stayed over with me but had things to do for a lot of the time. I feel like I cannot even sum up what I did on my time off, it was mostly the same. Gaming, food, people chilling, and trouble.

I’m going to get Kevin and then come back for some food. I guess I will see what develops.

Two Weeks (LUE)

I have not done too too much, but I will state something at least worth time reading (IMO of course). I got the blog gadget working in vista, that at least will remind me.

So its not last night

With this gap of posting, I realize my week off kept me a lot more busy then I expected. I sit here in the Am Qing slowly drifting to sleep, and think about all that has happened. After a crazy 4th of July with Kevin, eMu and Jonathan. I lit off a ton of fireworks and just chilled out. Tyler came by to get in on a session, and after playing basketball, chilling with my parents, talking, listening to music I had to expose that I burned to Jonathan. It was no big deal but it put us at a distance. I brought him home to Norwood at 2 am and then Kevin and eMu. On the way we stopped at a closed auto body shop for a session, basically thinking about the night and about Jonathan.

Things did not go well with Qing. Although we orginized for her to stay, she ended up leaving with Ysis in tears or something, I am constantly getting more and more confused.

*Kal just called after not seeing me in like 6 months, needs to make a sale.

It is simple shit like that which keeps me busy. Will, Craig, and Tyler constantly came by. Kevin came over one day, and Kevin and JT came over another day. We played COD, Soul Calibur, and just conducted the usual. I have been increasingly tired lateley and unlike the work day where I have little spurts of time to write, I just gamed all day, chilled all night, and then slept until I had to bring my dad to work. I fell right into vacation mode without missing a beat. My mom left for Trinidad last Wednesday, I do not think anyone has noticed anything too big about her missing, but I am sure we will feel it soon enough.

I went to a sox game and bought a hat and a shirt. Its weird when I was in work I did not spend any money, now that I am out of work I have already spent well over 100 dollars. I gave Qing 50 dollars, bought a white sox hat for 30, and a matsusaka shirt for qing for 30. I figured I should try to brighten my self with some new things because the news from Japan is getting grim. I was told to send my old courses that I was unregistered. The director told me she was going to tell the school they need to accept me. I don't think they will; this will cause serious trouble for a lot of people.

I went with my brother to Niveds a couple of times, I got the feeling about what the third wheel is. I like their dog a lot though, no homo cutest dog I have ever seen. We all went to SSP to get Tido's new iPhone 3G 16GB. I think its interesting he choose to get the white. I bought a Mac wired Alluminum keyboard, but I feel like it is not Vista compatible. I then thought, wtf why change keyboards? I got this one for free, fuck that I am not paying for shit unless its for gaming. This bullshit mac keyboard is only going to get kept so I can use Tyler's laptop for something. I got 14 days to return that shit. I don't have much to say because it has been a tiring day. Damn 4:10, 10 more mins and we put'in it up for the homies.


I am back on the ball, keep your eye on the prize.

More Movie Madness:

Although I thought the week would be uninteresting due to my ban on people coming over, it actually turned out to be pretty damn good so far. Work is calmly winding down where I should be finishing around next week. I think Lisa (the woman I am coming for returned on the 8th or she is suppose to. I did not get a chance to write about Tuesday, but my memory does not fail me at the moment so I am in good shape. I forgot to add something funny into the last post, so I updated it accordingly look for the brown.

Enter: the Notorious pirate, Captain Black Powder Lameshanks. An explosives smuggler who I had to rendezvous with on Tuesday finally arrived. With my change purse on the dry I had to quickly negotiate to get a sixty gold stack for forty. With my firepower acquired I headed upstairs to secure it safely in my quarters. My brother also supported with a stack of his own, and we later sampled our supply in the front and in his room. We shot some rockers from the gate, from a tube, and into the dirt. Those whistlers are a lot more powerful then they look, no arguing that. I remember a legend of a boy who once set a neighbors house on fire with a single whistler. It was a house made of plastic lining and 3 of the panels ignited at impact, fire trucks were on the scene within five minutes.

We went upstairs to run some more comprehensive test on the stockpile. We attempted to summon the genie, but that failed miserably like I predicted. I never figured out how to “genie” the fireworks. We eventually used the few water proof fireworks to run some diagnostics on aquatic demolition. Our findings were quite interesting and link to the video after I upload.

I parted ways with my brother in arms shortly after the video and called T to see what the plan was. He dropped a bomb on me, he asked to see midnight showing of Hancock. It was a movie I wanted to see with some people, but not at midnight the day before work. I told him I would think about it after a little while. I played the first game of COD by myself and reflected on the idea of playing COD and being a COD player. I normally only played if others wanted to or asked me. I had an hour to kill and instead of leveling in inconsistent WoW, or playing a failing bnet game of DoTA. I opted for a messy random match of team death match COD.

T, Jamie, and Craig arrived at 10:30 and we were in town before 11. The debate for food was on, but no common ground could be found. We decided upon eating movie theater food, expensive and unhealthy, a lethal combination. We waiting around by hunting bucks, our midnight showing of Hancock was an hour away, but after a round we went to get seats. Not a full theater by any means, I would have thought more people would have come, but the sci-fi/fantasy genre is not something an actor can just make a hit with. I think due to the influence of I am Legend, Will thought this would be successful, if its not he did a good job and got paid.

I fucking hate when people talk out loud to herself to hear her own voice and draw attention to herself by enticing all those within earshot. A plethora of groans and sighs, as well as off the cuff reactions to happens in workload. For instance I left a little while ago to go through some of the company’s shit in the trash. As I return, “Oh man this again, I can’t believe it.” To me, that’s too thought out to be a verbal slip. I might say “wtf” aloud suddenly at home, but I think everyone does that to a level. Maybe its like when you click on a peon, they ALWAYS have something to say: “zugg zugg.”, “something need doing?”, “work, work.” This is an interesting development.

After the movie we went to my house and everyone came up for about forty minutes. We talked about random things that I can not recall. Tyler asked for CoD but it was late, and at 2:40 they left and I remained with my infected computer that I have been franticly trying to repair while people are over. *Sigh* Until the next battle…

Buy Me Keshav!

I have also put some things on my buy list. Such as DS Lite Red/Black or Blue/Black, PSP, and the HD 4850 512MB, and some random Resin model. They total up to the cost of a low to mid end notebook.

Logitech G9 Gaming Mouse

http://www.buy.com/prod/Logitech-G9-Laser-Gaming-Mouse/q/loc/101/205114479.html

With rebate and credit card its like 20.

Waiting...

After a late night I slept in on Sunday, and woke up to the disaster that was my room. Qing and I began to clean it after talking about yesterday. I was soon called downstairs by my dad. My cousin Naveen who graduated from GW was going to move to Maryland tomorrow night. I thought about my move later in the fall and how it has become rapidly derailed. After about a half hour of talking to him (won’t see him for a year most likely, or at Chrismas), I went back upstairs to finish cleaning. Qing made a lot of progress and I was happy. I had to pour out maybe 4 cans of soda, which means people are asking for drinks that I buy and then not finishing them. Waste of my money is uncool. We cleaned for a while and continued to build up our hunger, because we had no eaten all day. At about 3, my sister called to ask if I could come to get her. We drove their saw her cat and returned. We chilled upstairs in my clean room, and then went to eat what my mom made. We ate outside in the back on the platform I helped build last weekend. My mom ate with us and although I don’t think she noticed, I was acting the fool.

We went for some ice cream afterwards, I also had to bring a TV from the basement up for Nichole. They are moving again, and my mom gave it to her. Shivani and I brought it around the block while Qing showered. I got home and showered while waiting for Shivani to come back from Tati. She returned only for a short while, we began to chill and then Earl called and said he was here. I am curious as to how serious she thinks of him, but I really don’t care to ask. When I let her out I ran into Tido and invited him in. He chilled and watched my VPCDJ as well as show me some stuff with Fruity Loops. I think the keygen came with a virus though. My computer has been acting funny since I installed. Tyler called and said he was going to come over, so Qing and I just hung out until he arrived. I was going to bring her home early and get some L.O Once he arrived I suggested seeing a movie, because I still felt guilty about keeping Qing inside all weekend during a nice weekend. We chilled for like 30 minutes and decided to go see WALL-E at Boston Common at 10:45. It wasn’t packed, but we sat pretty close up.

On the way there we took the route through Chinatown and down Washington street. After the light on Stew changed I noticed apperations appearing in T's headlights. These shadows shuffled across the street to unknown destinations, their motive to move was purely the momentum of their slack bodies ebbing them forward. Lost people? No. Homeless people? Maybe. Drunk people who looked as though they were taken hold of by zombie forces from Resident Evil? Definitely. We all looked at the faces of this diverse group of the dazed Ctown zombies of quarter to 11 on Sunday.

Wall-E is a love story between two robots whose creators never intended their paths to cross. A very unlikely relationship is created between these two very different machines. Eve, the female counter part in the movie is like a girl who is sympathetic to the shy, cute male. She takes a while to realize how much Wall-E cared for her, but once she does she goes to incredible lengths to save his life. The moral of the story was not to get obese like half orc/dwarf. We went to C.C. City after for a ton of food. I tried their hot and sour soup and again my appetite was nullified. I hope T did not think I was being wasteful, but it was the second time in a few days he took both Qing and me out and basically paid for everything except parking and movie snacks. He dropped her off and then dropped me off, grabbed his stuff and bounced. I felt it was all abrupt but it was Sunday after all. I was already falling asleep in the car, so I went right to bed.

I woke up late and left late only to find that there was some error on the Orange line. At least 100 people stood bellow at Jackson waiting for the T on Monday morning, needless to say not a good scene. When the first jam packed trained pulled up my mom rushed on, and me being the lifted, easy going guy I was walked closer only to be obstructed by a fat black girl's arm. She put it against the train on her left side to prevent people (me) from passing her and getting on the T. The only small space that was left was big enough to fit me, maybe just big enough. She stepped on and off two times, and realized her disgusting self and behavior prevented both of us from getting on. She even looked back at me to see if I noticed, but I was looking down into a book as though I did not care. I arrived at work maybe 35 minutes late, I asked Trish if Taskmaster Orc was searching for me in her typical style. Her answer simply delighted me, “Nope, actually she took a vacation day.” Wow, two days in a row without her? I must be getting rewarded. I cruised the day and didn’t do a damn thing. Went out for lunch, went to the overrated Bolloco and to Wendy’s because Bolloco doesn’t cut it for filing me up.

I finished up some loose ends online, and shopped more for Kevin’s dad computer parts. Also looked at the new GPUs that are on the market. Nvidia seems to be loosing grip with the pricing but ATI had a quality card out at an affordable price. I might just upgrade for the sake of doing so. Then use the new card (crossfire ready) and eventually put it into a motherboard, new CPU, new ram (comes with the card for $136 for 4 gb) and PSU. Will also got into an argument with me about D3 vs D2 and DS. He claimed that “lead” designers from D2 worked on DS which I liked the most, and he was incorrect and attempted to cover his foolishness by claiming he never wanted to enter conversation about technical aspects of Blizzard (the only company he has knowledge on, and shitty knowledge at that). I thought he would be following what’s going on if he is opinionating himself on it, and that’s why I asked. Since he responded like he knew, I figured he knew more and had sources to back up his claims he did not.

In the future, don’t tell me something is “fact” without demonstrating where this fact came from.

I went home and hung out with Tido. We went to Nivid’s house for a while, plated Wii watched TV ate dinner that Han cooked =). We played Mario Kart, and it’s a lot different and pretty crazy. I think I eventually became the best, but the game is so inconsistent (like all Wii games IMO) that I never really felt like I could claim domination. We left around 10:30 and I went home for DoTa. We were able to play a half of game before it froze. I was silencer again (maybe it’s a glitch?), we will try later and see. I don’t have plans for today, so I will clean the back yard if its nice. Touch up my room some, I need to buy a cordless drill for my dad also.

Slow Down

Without The Orc here I have more free time and don’t feel bad writing full sentences. That said I will bring all matters up to date in one sweeping post. Or at least I want to, but I will be kind and break it up.

After an easy day on the job, where no sudden Orc attacks neither happened nor was there potential for one in site I waited around in what I thought would be my last day. The call came in after three, asking me to return again next week. Great, at least I have more work instead of nothing, but this is starting to get on my nerves. Have to make money some way. I planned to meet with JT after work and then Qing and Sylvia were integrated into the plans. I forgot that I told her I would hang out with her, and JT already mad plans with Sylvia. I had sometime to kill so I dropped off my check and cruised around the common. Once Qing got out of work we went for some coffee in Starbucks on Winter street. Its incredibly ironic that I saw Sherwack trudging pass on the other side of the street. The irony comes from people never talking to him, me messaging him on facebook and then seeing him later that very same day. While I was talking to him Sylvia was wondering down the street and saw us talking. I brought her into the Starbucks where Qing sat waiting. We finished up and then headed to Macy’s for a Celtics hat. Qing wanted a new wallet. I showed her some but she didn’t like it. She does not care about brand or anything she just wants something that will do what she needs. We went to DSW after to continue the search. JT and I talked for a while about what we were going to do, and we could not come to a consensus. Once all in the car we still had no consensus. We pulled over talked out our options and decided between Bartley’s and Blue Fin. I had Asian food the night before so I was for Barley’s, and that was Qing’s suggestion. Sylvia did not want American food, so Blue Fin was settled on and we headed to Porter.

Without even remembering Alvin asked me to go to Porter earlier that day, I see him there with Steve Sy. I felt stupid seeing him, he must of thought I was bailing on him, but that was not the case and it was purely chance. He told me he tried to take to a girl who worked near, and I gave her a visit. Not bad, and if things worked out the way he detailed that was decent progress. He ended up spilling chocolate over his shit like a 2 year old who shit himself. I happen to get a dap of curry on my new shirt earlier. I bought Thursday at HnM with JT. I picked up a bleach stick and happened to have it on me. I walked passed him and Steve on a bench and Alvin tried to make a joke out of it. In my opinion there is nothing funny about shit stained clothes, I walked passed noticed immediately took out the stick gave it to him discretely and told him to take care of himself. He was shocked and taken back.

“It looks like dooo doo!”

I ordered what I had last time, spicy beef donburi, but we also ordered the spicy tuna sushi. It was amazing compared to Samurai. I could not finish my food, because I had a late lunch and was not incredibly hungry. Miso soup was great also, but I think soup ruins my appetite.

We went back to my house after to chill and play with Lola. I know Sylvia does not like smoking. Tyler bought a new piece, full works, Ice catcher, diffuser, triple filer, and ash catcher. I figured they should see it, and told him to come over. She refused the first time, and then did the second time when JT basically put it in her fast. She coughed etc, and then passed. How do you cough on a triple filter with ice? When you fake it is how. I think she wanted the attention of “my lungs are harmed!” Not from the Faith.

JT and Sylvia left at around 12 or so, and if my memory serves me correctly T, Qing and I went to Peach Farm for a full spread of food, lobster included. He dropped us off, and we stayed up for a while. I ended up playing like 5 games of DoTA with Kevin late into the morning. It was the most gaming I did all week, and was incredibly fun. I used Razor, LoA, Anti-Mage, and Tinker. I like tinker, but in a 5v5 I have to replay him. I think we should play more on bnet, because that will allow for “Real” games, but our way is good VGA quick fun.

Saturday was lazy Saturday. I helped my mom do a couple of things, but stayed upstairs all day. Qing and I were up there for a while, she slept I played L.O. Once we showered and stuff Chris came over. We went to stop and shop for Pasta stuff. We ate, Chris watched, and then we went upstairs to chill. I decided to ask him if he wanted to play COD and that put him staying over for several hours. Qing played for a round. She had shotgun and he tried to use his knife to kill her. I was able to, he was not. I got better then everyone who supposes to be ranked 55. I noticed through my online play being ranked means nothing, because you get exp no matter what. So the more you play the higher your level, this does not correlate with skill because many 55 fell to my blaze. She was mad/bored, but we planned to see wanted with T, but he canceled. I figured its ok to stay in again because of the events of the week. Diablo 3 was also announce so the blizzard splash mystery comes to an unclimactic close. What a shocker a new addtion to an old franchise. It looks like D2 with better graphics and cast animations, we will have to wait until more is released.

Also there is a girl at work who is pretty cute. She is a small petite white girl who helps cover the receptionist desk. One day she made a comment about my sushi in the fridge and the next day I left her some. Then we made some emails about office supplies. I asked her for directions a couple of time, today she gave it to me wrong and wrote:

"I totally just lied to you. Jim Kenney actually sits right near you, but in my head I translated 'Jim Kenney' into 'Bob Kaye' and as soon as you walked away realized it. Sure you figured it out. Chalk it up to Monday morning?" Apologies, Emily.

Thats how I like it, say sorry now! Time to claim my prize...

Troublesome Tuesday @ work Friday

After a wonderful start to the day, I got the Rotis, got my train, no boss at work, and no work to do; I some how get a line of curry from my Roti on my brand new shirt I bought yesterday. Now I would not normally get bothered, I would just go to my bag take out my Tide-to-go pen and bust out some graffiti on my stomach. Instead because eMu left his bag at my house last night, I had to bring his bag to work instead of mine. What’s even more ironic is the pen fell out of my bag when I was getting ready to go with his, and I just kicked it near the table and left. This is where stress comes from.

Time for and outdoor break.

Pretty funny outside, the sun was shining there was slight rain. There is a man playing Steel Pan outside of CVS, I was on three way with JT and eMu discussing the bag and events. I think JT, Sylvia, Qing and I will try to do something.

Monday was all business, work, work then pick up, and DoTA.

Tuesday, was one pretty interesting day. I took the day off from Massachusetts Development to work at Suffolk. We were going to call all day, leave voicemails, get lunch, and end the phone program. We ended up doing some of that, and a lot of other things. Jake was 1 hour late already, so I was just setting up my WoW stuff, and browsing. We took at least 4 breaks, 2 which were incredibly good. He wanted some cigarettes and left his wallet (which was a lie, but that besides the point) so I bought him some and we went in front of 73. Out of no where this black kid crosses the street and asked for a cigarette for 25 cents, then without enough time for me to even hand him it, he ask if I knew where he could get some. I laughed and said let me see. I went upstairs got my equipment. I didn’t have much, but I offered to smoke him up. He was a total stranger, from Texas who used to be a Bostonian. His name was my reason: Carlton. How could I say now with a name like that? It was a glorious day, and we went to the top of the common and started it. People were passing and looking at us, but nothing happened. He planned to link up with me tomorrow, and it looked promising. Later when Alison joined us we went outside agian, and a super hot asian girl with C+ was running down tremont. She was wearing a pale thin yellow shoulder shirt. I made eye contact with her and she made eye contact with me. He tits bounce with every step she got closer and I let go a little smile. She didn't break eye contact, instead looked down at her bouncing pair and re-adjusted her shirt over her shoulder and looked away. This all happend in 2 seconds as she ran by. I could not get her out my head for the rest of the day.

Jake and I had to head back in, JT came to visit for his lunch break. We sessioned in the phone program room. Jake was not happy, he was not in the room when it happened. He entered and was like “Did you smoke in here?” he said it RIGHT away. I could not help but to laugh and smile and say “fo sho”. He was pissed so I put a fan on and lit a match, problem solved. Calling went pretty slow after. I met with JT at HnM and we went to his house. On the way he asked about buying two of the computer, and then suddenly got his brother involved and before I knew it I was being asked prices and when to pick up. I’m thinking, damn I did not even tell you the sale is yours…I don’t sweat it and we head to my house. JT and eMu planned to play COD on XBL. I was not informed and was slightly annoyed at this, but set it up for them. JT was in for a pounding, eMu gave it to him. It was funny he kept asking me about setting up sound and telling me my sound was off and that’s why he couldn’t play. I simply said “I play Halo 3 with no sound often.” I don’t like noob excuses that people make prior to gaming, I know its “in case” they lose to save face and have a scapegoat, but if your getting bested call it what it is. He made me restart check audio settings and then eventually had me get headphones. So now the spectator (me) is no longer involved. I decided to take care of the weigh in from last night and this is where I got pushed to my limit. I was quietly organizing myself, and JT turns around and tells me what I should do to make sure it gets even. I do what he asked, and then hands him his share and he is not happy, conversation ensues. This same thing happened again with the second set, and it just started to make me boil. It was more ironic because two hours earlier I was telling him how I do not like when people get involved in my business. The problem came from us packing a communal after the purchase, and then JT taking from unscaled bags. This cause a serious gram differential and I basically had to redistribute the difference according to what he believed his weighed. I rather take the 2.5 gram hit then to deal with this more, because Tyler was on his way and we were suppose to leave to get eMu like twenty minutes ago. Tyler ends up bringing us to get eMu, we returned tried some of his new equipment. We played some COD, I was close to beating them but was bested on the maps I did not know. Unlike JT with his “sound” my reasoning for my deaths are “I have no clue where the fuck I am going or where the fuck you are shooting me from.” After Tyler left, we hung for a little longer and then decided to close up. JT was going to bring eMu home but said he did not know how to get back to Malden from there. I explained t him how easy it was and then eMu explained how easy it was. He still claimed confusion, so I said it doesn’t matter I will bring him. eMu and I talked about the day while I drove. I went to sleep when I got home.

Two Movies, One Day

Although I have made some lengthy post in the past, I will try to save some people's time by actually doing one a day. Althought the big post has a lot of thinking and preperation it ends up not holding the same immediacy of a day-to-day recall.

After a pretty tragic Tuesday, I headed to work slightly uplifted and with new music. I put Collie Budz-Come around, Zeebra- Bushido, Initail D - Forever Young, and Orange Range - Sayonara. I had more bull to keep me busy throughout the day. I went to Sakkio for lunch, I tried meeting Carlton at the CVS at one like we planned, but he bailed. I waited for 3 mintues before leaving, you want me to hook you up? Don't be late. I ate in the office, and just finished work that I had been delaying. People in the office expect Roti tomorrow, so I have to deliver >.<. I guess I have to bring five with me tomorrow. I dropped off my check and got my other one after work. I messaged Qing earlier to see if she wanted to go see a movie. I realize I had not taken her out in a while, and I will try to a little more at least. We went shopping a little bit because there was time to kill. We met Josh Li in city sports and he gave Qing a discounted water bottle. I think it was funny, he offered to get her it, I paid, and he never asked me if I wanted anything. I think he was almost purposely just trying to help her. I can't help but to think he is jealous. I know he had a rough break up with his ex who was friends with all of us. He was the one who left the picture. I never worry though, there is never a need to. We went for a quick bite at fast food burgers and then Qing and I headed to the 7 pm showing of The Incredible Hulk. I really enjoyed it, I know it was better then the first mainly because of Edward Norton's acting. The Hulk seems to be developing into and interesting piece of the Marvel Live Action world that had been created over the past five years. With no spoilers, the movie is just Banner's quest to remove the Gamma from his blood. He is talking secretly with a cellular biology professor who thinks he has a cure. He is chased things explode, he escapes things explode, they meet and fail, things explode, Super Solider goes wrong, things explode. With spoiler, if you pull out someones elbow to stab them, pull out both not just 1!

After the movie Tyler called me and asked if I wanted to see Mongol at 10:55. Qing and I agreed and said we would meet him at my house. We ran into that tall retarded kid from ACC. He taps Qing who made eye contact...and said "Hi, I think I asked you out at some point. Do you remember me?" Qing says, "umm, no." The train arrives I say something like your in school? Then we go our separate ways, awkward much? I told Qing of Tuesday's events while we waited for Tyler. He came over chilled, made a bagel, and then we headed out. He got the tickets and we paid for parking. The movie seemed longer then it really was, and I think that is in part because it was a film depicting someones lifetime. There were slow parts also with talking or walking as the "action" of the scene. I would agree that its a good film and a great story. The sight into the legends of the Mongol culture was incredibly interesting. I remember a 1v1 fight for Khan in my report about Ghankis in the third grade, but the movie did not depict that. Maybe I was wrong? My favorite part of the movie is when he picked his wife at the age of nine, and it ended up being a great decision years later, like his wife points out in the film he does not pick her like Mongol traditions state, instead she picked him and he agreed. For the story of the ruthless and powerful Khan, there was an interesting love story wrapped in the extreme traditions of the Mongol culture. We closed up at about 1:30 when Tyler brought us home. We ate, chilled, and was soon asleep.

Missing Flashdrive

Also I lost my Black Kingston Flash drive that Qing gave me. All my programs and hacked shit was on it. Also pictures for my blog post that I was holding. Let me know if you saw it.

Forever Young

The basketball championship trophy now resides here in Boston no thanks to my personal effort, but thanks to the collective effort of everyone who supported the Celtics on their epic journey to number 17. I learned some things from this championship final, about valor, mental and emotional toughness, but I learned a bit about myself. A lot of people are curious about what make a person into a sport fan, and I came to the conclusion of appreciation and pride. People see the players and the stunning feats they complete while in game. Then these same people attempt to do the feats they observed by the professionals on television and realize, “that’s not that easy.” Appreciation for the sports and athletes derive from this realization.

I experience the climactic blow-out win with Tyler, Felipe, Amar, Jamie, Craig, Steve, Brad, and Alex. Felipe picked me up from my house and we just chilled, organized up and headed out. He drove to JP and waited for a few hours just to get me. He is a good friend indeed. I had to organize up with Dre, so it took like 30 minutes. We pulled up to Tyler’s to find Jamie and his girlfriend making out in the driveway. I met her at anime Boston this past year. I invited her and him to my room for some drinks and good times. She had to be one of the most annoying people I met all year. She is very bossy, thinks she is correct all the time, and bias. Not a good mixture of traits in conversations with me! We interrupted enough for Jamie to come to the car to say hello, but went right back to kissing her after we got out the car and headed inside. I thought I was funny to see him hit pause and resume on her. They had wings for food, and I got some sauce in my eye. *no homo* It burned like hell, but no damage. I got pretty blasted and went home with Felipe some hours later.

Wednesday was DSL at work, both jobs. I went to Samurai for lunch. It was my third visit and they still did not recognize me. Needless to say I was slightly upset. Qing came to the second job and spent time with me. We thought of going to a movie, but then decided to just go home to my house to see if my mom made food. We chilled out for a little while, ate and then Chris decided to come get his charger he left. I entertained him until about 12:30 and then he left. We watched a ton of music videos and I really enjoyed everyone’s company for the first time in a while. Kanye was top choice. Qing and I spoke about his behavior recently, as well as the behavior of a lot of others. I played some DoTA while she slept, and then went to sleep in anticipation for my day off.

I woke up early to bring Qing. Then back to bed. Then back up to bring my dad. Then I miss the parade. That’s how my day started, but like a good day off, you never let bullshit keep you down. I still pressed on to meet Kevin in the common. There were still hundreds of people moving about after the parade which apparently wrapped up in under and hour and a half. Not typical, but it is what it is. We sat in the grass after grabbing a bottle of Bawls. We just observed the scene and chatted. There were tons of distractions due to the amount of people. We saw three fights in the hour plus that we were there. The details of the fights have been shared several times already, and I have no pictures >.< . We eventually met up with Matheus in Park St. We obviously had to wait for 20 minutes or more. On the way to Heath three girls came onto the T each dressed very differently, but still stylish. I asked which he thought was best, and he picked the girl in the Navy, White and Red. Good choice. I told Felipe I would drive over and get him, and we headed over once in JP. I picked him up and headed home through the VFW parkway. On the way I was driving on a 2 lane street separated by a double yellow. You see there was a SLOW ass car in front of me and I hate going mad slow on an open street. I did the only thing to resolve the issue which was to proceed into illegal overtaking procedures by entering the lane for oncoming traffic. While speeding down the wrong lane drift city style, cars began to appear from the turn ahead; this was unexpected. Now with danger heightened I had to overtake and turn back into my lane. I sped forward and with speed and precision turned my wheel right to over take and miss the head on collision. I like to bring the party. We chilled out for a while at my house, went to Zesto', gamed, listened to music, and tried to get VPCDJ to work. All interesting day. Friday I thought was going to be a poor day. I dressed P.I.M.P and then do nothing? Bullshit. I went through the day cruising around the office looking for people to talk to, I ended up calling the Abroad office and JT while I had free time. We planned to meet up and chill out for a while, I ended up going to Newbury Street to meet them in HnM. I know the store is wack, but they are there so I have to go meet them. There were so many girls out grilling me, because I was wearing red shirt, blilver tie, black vest, and shades. When I met them JT was alone, and Sylvia was shopping. We didn't have to wait in line because JT cut the crowd. We headed to Super88 so she could get Tea. I got a green apple slush and it was sub par. We went to my house after, chilled for while. JT had to meet people for a movie so we ordered Nemo’s to feed Syvlia quickly and then they dropped me off and went home. I VPCDJ some more and then DoTA with Matheus and Kevin, I do not recall what heroes, but we were –arem and there were several games including one that crashed while I was Silencer. I am not going to lie, my memory is getting “hazy” about this day.

Saturday I woke up late into the day, cleaned up a bit and ordered some food. Qing came over and a whole mess started. I do not even understand what happened, I just know I asked some simple questions. What is the issue, who’s fault do you attribute it to? How do you think you can resolve it? How do you think I can resolve it? What do you think we should do together to find a solution? Although there was more then one occasion that she had no response during our diologue I chalked it up as nervousness and confusion over her inability to construct new substantial ideas on the fly. The rest of the day was cleaning, chilling and being home. We went to Stop and Shop and bought a ton of stuff, drinks, chips, cookies, and steak. We were going to be join a BBQ by Ryans house later. It was weak to say the least, so we ate some hot dogs and steak took a few vodka and red bulls and home around 12:30. Something funny happened though, out of no where Ryan became extraordinarily competitive with me about consumption. Even though I have eaten more food then him and drank more then him on multiple occasion. This is what happens when you stop chilling with someone for a year, they for some reason think they magically develop pass you, and you are left where he last knew you. That is what I would consider a noob mistake. We bought a watermelon and stop and shop, and he said he could eat more then me. Now I have eaten watermelons against others, at camps, at picnics, and at parties so I was like I have not in a while, but sure. I cut him a piece (the smaller piece) and take my piece and then we count to three… I dove in and in 3 bits the watermelon was 85% done, he did not even bite into his he just watched. I said nothing to his inability to even compete and just noted the faggotry in my head.



“I am sure you’ll be great at that, like you are at everything else”-The Orc. Compliment? I doubt it.



Sunday Qing left to go to Dj tiesto’s concert in Connecticut with Ysis. And suddenly the clouds opened up and Lost Odyssey hovered into my 360 and I played 5 hours of it. Hard to pick up, but good game so far. The style is incredibly unique its like watching a comic book while during the cut scenes, then a movie during CG and then like a target fighter during battles. The first boss was incredibly tough like it 2 shot my entire party my first round. I was like am I under leveled? WTF! I figured out a better strategy and gave it another go and won. There was a baby Christening early for Alfonz so I had to get dressed, stop playing, and go. I also ended up supplying the party for Tati, Shivani, and David how pathetic upon all of you! After I met with them I saw my cousin Indeya again (the one from the tent that night). I asked JT if it would be inappropriate to compliment her on her superfine pair, but he said no, and he is right. I will have to keep my complements to my self from now on. I went back home gamed some more, but eventually I had to bring my sister home and that slowed down my night a lot. When I came home I was pretty tired, so a few games and GG for me.

Dangerous

"I notice you...noticing me..." I think I have copyright of this line/idea. I said "peeped her peeping me" way before this song came out. Anyhow, Going to Tylers for Celtics game. Going to meet Felipie in JP first. Indeya wants to come...I don't know about that though because it would be slightly random and Tyler might get mad with me bringing friends/fam/girls all the time. Ganbatte!

Dropping a Duece

Now sleeping at work is not as easy as I thought. I went to the “telephone room”, which is a room with a phone in case you need to make a private phone call, and tried to sleep there. Only twelve minutes had passed when I heard a knock. I had to get the door quickly and pretend to be on the phone. Needless to say I was gone for less then twenty minutes and this orc bitch started looking for me. The supervisor here just gives me her work to share instead of starting me on my own projects; I don’t care because I am just here for Cash Flow. Been pushing my body pretty hard with little sleep (four hours a day max) and still going to out, doing physical things, and going to work.

My day dragged on a bit on Friday, and I had no plans really. Alvin called me after I planned to chill with Kevin and Matheus at my place. I invited him and by 9PM Matheus would be off of work. I know how people feel waiting for me to get out at 9 now. I met Kevin in Park Street station and we took the O-line to JP. No one was home when we got there, but Alvin soon arrived, and then Qing shortly there after. We all just chilled while I cleaned and got ready. Lola was the main source of entertainment, as well as the OS installs. I ended up linking up with Tiger in Eggie. I had to wait around a little bit until 8 when my mom and dad came home so I could drive. We just went up stairs after; Qing broke some off and left to meet Ysis, Kim, and Enka. It’s funny, my mom who complains that Qing is over etc, says “did you all have a fight? Why did she leave so early? You should spend more time with her instead of with her and your friends.” I could be Tony Stark with the amount of Irony in my life. I also told them about a new Asian girl at work. She has glasses and braces and graduated from UMASS Amherst, ugly betty style. She seems nice, I spoke to her for 1 minute on the way out the elevator.

We went to Rizzos to eat, and had their Steak and Cheese, classic. Matheus met us there and after we ate we headed back to JP to play Mage Knights. Now, it has been over 5 years since I played competitively, but I was refreshingly surprised at my memory of the rules and abilities. “Dungeons” was our game of choice, and Patchwork was my hero. We gamed until 3am, although I won I would lose later because my brother parked behind the car which prevented me from backing out. I tried to get him up but that failed. I ended up asking grandmother at 3:15am to use her car to drop people home. It was ridiculous and a one time thing, but there was definitely back lash from it. After that fun night I woke up Saturday late into the afternoon. Played a game of DoTA got some Roti and got ready for my mom’s friends wedding.

On a side note, because I write throughout the day; I found out about that Latina girl, she was a high school intern which means I could have probably talked to her. Naomi did not introduce me to her, so it was too awkward. I think she did not on purpose because she is a hater. She just gave me some of her old work to do, and said “you can grab the files and bring them over here to work on. That is actually preferred…” which translates to I want to watch you work. I thought this place was ok to work in, guess not. I have no other choice but to stay here for two weeks. I do not think R.A.D will give me another job fast if I don’t. I have been looking for other jobs, just not aggressively.

Back to the wedding; my mom’s Bulgarian friend was marrying a Jewish guy in duel traditional weddings. The overall reception was small, but very classy. It was at the hotel Marlowe in Cambridge, which had a very Italian style to it, I would love to see the rooms. Open bar, lots of snacks, appetizers, that eventually led to filet mignon. At the reception I was obviously the youngest adult there, but I was still unaware of this due to my forgetfulness about my new appearance. After my first gin and tonic, I went for the second with my sister and he asked for our I.Ds. I not so smoothly suggested getting some fruit quickly and asked if she wanted any while she was fishing out her I.D from her bag. After I got fruit I went to meet my parents, and I noticed the bar tender made full eye contact with me 3 times. I began to think, “wtf why is this dude peeping me out so much”. Then I realized, they were on to me. My dad did not understand my signals and went to get me another drink. The hotel banquet manager approached me in the crowd and ask to speak with me privately aside. He asked for my I.D and I made some bullshit excuse about why I did not have it, but I was 21. He said he had to take my new drink and exchange it for a non-alcoholic one. Embarrassed, I returned to my parents to tell them how I got dropped.

The rest of the night was pretty forgetful, my sister did chat up this woman’s husband and she was not too happy about it. That was funny for the time. I scored a sweet plant pot out of it, with tiny LEDs. Earl picked us up from the wedding and brought me home. I invited everyone up, but he was too afraid that my parents would come home. We just chilled in his car, and then I left. I sat on the front steps alone for 15 minutes, just finishing out the session. It was a wonderful night, and I sat lighter in one hand, house phone in the other and it reminded me of the days before my cell phone (which I left in Earl’s car). My sister talked to Qing and told her I was home alone. Now I offered to pick Qing up on the way home, but she said No because she was not ready. It really surprised me…I thought her response would have been yes. If she spontaneously called me/invited me out I would go, especially if I was free. She planned to take to T, but Tido showed up and offered to go get her with me. He sessioned with us after we came home and we went to sleep after 2 in preparation for Father’s Day.

Wake up late, and waste around, until responsibilities kick in. I had to go get card for my dad, then pick up sister, and then get ready for lunch. Qing went everywhere with me, and we got to see Shivani’s cat McLovin. He is a funny cat, very playful and will only let you hold him as long as he is interested in something your doing. We were there for a while, but went home to chill until lunch. The original plan was to watch the game with my dad, but Tyler wanted to link up with me for something and I decided to head to Lincoln with him after he was over for like an hour plus. Felipe and Craig met us over there for the rest of the losing Celts game (one more and we are champions). It was fun to go back to his place after being away for over year. We steamed and grilled steaks and kabobs. We started the ATHF movie, but left at like 3:30 and I got home at 4am for work later that Monday morning.


It was Monday and I did not sleep, I don’t want to talk about it. I went to Samurai twice in a row for lunch. On Monday I had spicy tuna, I ate in and tried to be extremely polite with my seating/eating. Today I ate out, was a little upset because it took so long, but I got 12 pieces of spicy salmon, miso soup, and white rice. I feel a little funny, but I am ok.
I got more assignments from the orc.

Last night I went to JT’s house to chill after work. We just talked and then waited around to link up with Tyler and them at Peach Farm. We ordered a tremendous amount of food for the five of us. I took a picture, it was really good too. I tried lobster and shrimp, the shrimp is a big No Thanks. We mostly ate instead of talking.

We went to my house after; JT went home because he had work tomorrow. Although I did also, Felipe Tyler and Craig came over to enjoy themselves. We created what is dubbed the waterfall. It’s very potent and intense, but quality all around. We played a few rounds of skate (Tyler’s choice + random) and then they took off, at around 2am. I was going to go right to be, but Kevin was online so I figured to get a DoTA game in. I had a dream about Axe and how he should have had a sword and been a samurai. I played as Bradwarden, and we crushed shit. GG NoRe. On to Suffolk for all the other fixings.

Never Say Die

Well time has passed, and I have done a lot more then I planned for. Simply, a steady wave of change enters my life like the ebb and flow or the oceans waves on forgotten shores. One might say without change and decision I am not completing my role. I can say this I personally have undergone significant change in the few weeks that I have been working over gaming.

At work I have a stead flow of task that I can do without difficulty. There is funny people in my work environment, I have mentioned L Wang before, but Naomi and Trish are the only others I speak to regularly. R.A.D asked me to stay for another two weeks at same pay, and I had almost no choice but to accept it. I feel like I got strong armed. What does one do when your labor is your commodity and your skill, your poise, your diligence, your ethic, and your attentiveness is not the subject of your value? Adam Smith would say it is quit accurate that it is my labor they wish to employ and not me as a person. Well Smith had a lot right, but in the end once your employment passes a certain time line you as an individual becomes relevant. I wanted to give you something to think of for those who are out in the working world.

On the sports front, I have gone to two Red Sox games in one week; once with Steve in the grandstand, and once with Tyler behind home plate. They one the second game with some big hits, so naturally that was a better game. There were annoying kids at the second game who kept calling friends and trying to wave to them on T.V, its very immature and hilarious when

their father began to do it also. I guess they never sat there before, and the allure overtook them.

Tyler being back in town always makes for fun times, on Wednesday after work they came over and chilled in my room. He “came bearing gifts from the west” as he put it. Gifts were golden indeed. We just chilled out, and went to Captain Nemos for dinner. Only T and I ate. I think they did not want to pay for their own food. I noticed Tyler stopped volunteering to pay, Craig was without money two times in a row and T only covered himself. It seems college has given him a sense of independence, but I hope being at Stanford did not affect his sense of loyalty. I know he is taking Craig and Sam to Belize with him, I don’t understand why Sam out of all people. I thought it was Sam who ditched the Bermuda trip on the fly, which I am sure cost money. We played Big Buck Hunter, and again Craig did not spend a dollar to even join the game, things must be tough for him. I did pretty well with 2^nd place, but I think I am better now and want to give it another shot some day (Pun intended). After they left around 12 I ended up playing three games of DoTA. 3 with Kevin, two of which Matheus also played in. I played as Nerubian, Zeus, and Axe. I placed first all times ^_^. Good ending to a good day.

I left work early to meet them, and ended up seeing Qing instead. I went to her house to walk with her to the T (not my style of a good time). She cried because I brought negativity to her day, which made me come to some realizations that I will elaborate on later, hopefully not Jeff Tram style (JT knows what I am talking about). I dropped her at the Scooper Bowl, paid for her admission and was on my way to the game to meet them. After the Sox game I tried to go to the Absolute Clubhouse and you can only enter through a special place in the park. These guards went in through the exit door and I was speaking with one of them, and I could tell he was a racist piece of shit. I was asking about the entrance etc, and he was being standoffish for no reason. I had to assume it was race related do to the nature of the Absolute Clubhouse being for Home Plate season ticket holders, and the nature of my skin. I met Chris at Park Street for a meet up to see the Celtics game. He, Qing, and I enjoyed it together. It was a wonderful, intense, hard fought game. We had to be Ghetto fabulous and strip a IEEE wire and attach it to a coaxial cable that liked to a box that went to my monitor. After fraying the cables end as an antenna we got clear picture and audio of the game. I bought a paper today to frame the quote “Never Say Die”. I feel this links directly to my core trait of resilience, and Celtics coming back after the half from a 24 point deficient is nothing less then that. The game was sensational to the point that it made NBA history and will aid in sealing the championship for the Celtics this coming Sunday.Qing stayed over and we had breakfast at Fanagal. More hair compliments I am up to 3 in a week, LOL.

I have a wedding to go to tomorrow at 5:30 until later in the evening, but tonight nothing is on the Agenda. Let’s see what washes up on my shores. GFG.

Weak (week)

Today was a good day. I got my watch resized for free by my Trini Massive in DT. I wanted it cleaned also, but I did not watch to seem bitchy. I’ll clean it myself later. My left for-arm/wrist has been hurting a lot lately. I do not know if it has to do with the weather or if I have CTS. I hope is is not the later. Although if it is I could have gosu workers comp. While I was out today I got two compliments, one for my hair from a girl who gave me a free hot dog at a church fair in DT. The second came from a store worker, at a store that was going out of business; he admired my FC shirt I got in Bermuda. Pimp all day. Steve and I went to the Sox game, they lost, I have pics. Afterwards I went to Aurora’s and there was a little party going on. We watched the Celtics losing game also. It was wicked intense. I will keep this short because time is always of the essence. I got busted today at work for my 1 hour plus lunch break, but I stayed a half hour after and it was all good. Tyler and Steve should be coming over later tonight, so I have to mass prep and leave work early. I guess that’s one more day where I do not do all the things I set out to do this week.

Lock and Load

1. Get A/C Up
2. Bring Ldry
3. Wash ><
4. Moldings
5. Clock
6. Shelf
7. Clean out
8. O/S install
9. Vacuum
10. GG
    

So last night I guess something “Hood” happened in American politics and I missed it.

I have 2 videos for you to watch, the uncharged MSNBC video, and of course the commentary against the Fox News reporting. Don’t you just love fox? I remember when I was a kid I would watch Fox news all the time; I did this only because the Simpsons came on before. I bet I was a little conservative fool because of this ignorant station.

MSNBC and of course the youtube fox nonsense.

When I came home there were people on the street, and I stopped to say hello and ended up being out until 1:30am. Ryan, Tido, Indeya, B. Ryan and I talked for a while in front of Grandma’s house. David told me he went to the beach again today; he seems to be really lame about how he invests his time/money. I feel bad for Sherry; it means she has pretty poor taste. I notice a lot of girls with guys who are not going anywhere or who have failed so much its impossible to get out of the hole they’re in. I left them for a bit and went to meet Matheus in JP at the Milky Way. I knew it was going to be 21 plus so I just waited for him to get to JP and see with his friends. He called told me I was right, and I decided to walk up to say hello to them (Matheus, his spencer look a like friend, and his decent looking girlfriend) at Miami. I spoke with them for about 5 minutes, because they were going to eat their food in Milky Way, so I went back to the block. Tido and everyone was still outside, and I invited them to the backyard for some Budweiser. Ryan ordered us a Pu Pu Platter for four, which had entirely too much food on it. Sunil joined us latter to clean up the left over food in his standard fashion. We talked about travel, people on the block, Tati and Little Ryan stories (which are ridiculous), and Sex. No homo, but Indeya has a superb pair. All she had was a tank top on and she was sitting to my left. There was a point where she squeezed them together for some reason, I think to make sure no side slip. I was like wtf my chicken is hot! That said, they left at 1:30, I went ups
tairs and got ready for bed.

Going to the Sox game with Steve later, I hope to get some pictures. Going by Aurora’s after the game, she is leaving tomorrow! The world is yours, esp when your skilled with balloons.

One Love

With all the tech hype out right now people easily loose hold of whats important. There was a story I read on CNN about a crazed Japanese man doing tremendous damage including killing a 21 year old girl. Read about it:

As I said to a kotaku person, if you want to do shit like this because "Life is not worth/boring" do me and everyone else a favor and take a long walk off a short pier. That could have been my gaming crew/girl who got run down. Shit like this makes me mad. I am no advocate for SUPER non-violence because we know what I have done in my day, but to do this to innocent people is completely uncalled for. I hope that mofo get the long dick of the law. Peace in the middle east, and around the globe. Craxy dude... No forgiveness from Gfaith, not for you B.